#7 Leave Me Alone

No amount of tears now seem to lighten my heavy heart...


Just now there was such a beautiful Spring wind, and it has suddenly vanished...


Now the hard scorching sun tortures my soul...


And my heart desperately waits for raindrops to heal the wound...


The wait does not cease even for a moment...


And there are yet no signs of clouds in this murderously hot sky...


Every moment I lose a bit of hope and a bit of liveliness...


And the only question my mind is looped up in...


"Why me? Why again me? What did I do wrong? "


Oh someone please answer me! For I want the reason...


Reason for what am I being punished, the puzzle is fun no more...


I was so cold and numb just before the lovely pleasant Spring...


I was so happy being that way, I had finally found my solace...


after recovering from the scars of the brutal last summer...


And now I am back there, and I can't seem to find the strength this time...


To fight the harshness of the heat, nor do I have the courage to hope...


Kill me better than taking me through this cycle year after year...


For I am excruciatingly tired, the glamour of life is fading away bit-by-bit...


I beg, I plead, please leave me alone, please just leave me alone...